Thursday, November 8, 2012

Behind the toothy smile...


Lies a loneliness
So intense:
I can hear it breathe
Painfully...


Why did you have
To love a one like me -
Only to leave such pain
That seared the heart until it is dark?


 When you look at me
I got no rational thought!
It is terrifying-
The power you have over me!


You keep coming onto me
At the same time choosing we are wrong
Loading the broken pieces of my soul
Only to let them slip


I'm shattered
I look like a tsunami wreckage!
The damage I hold within
Is causing quite the stink!


How can I feel this emptiness,
When I epitomize fullness of life?
Look closely; you just might see it -
The sadness that subtly lurks behind the smile


This Love:
It's more killing than hate
Hate is plain simple en clean...
But Cupid: he creates quite the mess!


 © AK November
 

Thursday, November 1, 2012

*In the Silence of the night...


You creep up to me
Caressing me like the midnight moon
Taunting my loins...
Until I feel a malignant lymph node

Taking your effortless charm
You chop at my resilience
Exposing a smoldering yearning
That has me in a blood thirsty grip

My brain is short of air
I'm chocking on the frustration...
Oh sweet torture!
*Gasp*

A swift moan escapes
Before I can stop it!
I'm writhing and spasming
In embarrassing ecstasy!   

You find your way
Into thoughts I don’t let anyone in
You occupy my mind
In a really familiar way …

Your burning touch traces my need
Awakening me from the dream
Oy!
I’m desperate to connect!

© AK November 2012