Thursday, June 7, 2012

I can't win!


Even though my shampoo
Is coconut scented;
You smell her lavender
Every time you sniff my hair!

The memories we make;
Are pulled off the mantel...
They remind you of the pain
She put you through!

It's exhausting
Watching you protecting yourself
From somebody else...
....thinking I'm hurting you

Just because she did;
You think I will!
And it kills me knowing
In your eyes, I'm her!

I'm doing time for love:
Always guilty
Before the sin!
I can't win!

I'd do anything, to prove
I love you,
Except prove
I'm not her!

(C) AK 2012


ARGH!

Oh Love...
This heart clangs back and fourth;
An empty stacatto!
Blindly I reach out
For my treacherous heart lusts

What had ye turned
Into a slayer of all things orgasmic?
My mind wavers...
My body craves...
My soul remembers the hurt

ARGH!
Ye who holds ma need
Release me, I beg
For I hunger to wake up from the heartache of promises long dead!