The dark part of my brain whispers to me
Seductively...
Deep in my belly
Sparks of want;
Your mouth is derailing,
I focus on it
Long hands, beguiling,
I lose focus
Awesomely off-the scale attractive
The atmosphere;
Suddenly Arctic
If the chills that run up my spine are anything to go by
I need to bolt!
Your pheromones are working overtime
I catch a few glances from you
Intense and unnerving
My heart is frantic
My lungs draw in a hasty breath
I'm a quivering mass of raging hormones
My thought lurches at the idea
You like me!
But who am I kidding, my mind chimes in
I slap her down!
Adrenaline spiked:
Leaving me wired and weak
How can one mortal man
Hold so much tantalising promise
I'm implored by the familiar need
Completely captivated
KISS ME; Dammit!
Damn to hell your willpower
How do you do it?
You just have to look at me
And my hormones fly all over the place
Desire;
Hot… thick…. pools of it in my lower belly!
Then you hug me
And in nanoseconds,
My body is ablaze
I can feel the heat pour off of me
My insides contort with potent need
And slowly uncurl in delicious anticipation
My subconscious swoons
And passes out somewhere in the back of my head
The dark part of my psyche surrenders
My body is alight
I am soaring
Soaring into the shadows
I am falling.
Lost.
Lost to the Gothic music in my ears
Lost to sensations I have no willpower to stop
Sad even.
My heart clenches,
Turning itself inside out
Achingly lonely;
I feel a deep poignant longing
Somewhere dark and unexplored.
© AKateemu November, 2013
