My mouth flings open
And I can't locate my brain
and ..... Er... voice
With my heart almost chocking me;
That dark place in the pit of my stomach smiles
with seductive mischief laced with optimism
A delicious undercurrent runs through me, lighting me up
Oh nerves!
I feel giddy and I tingle all over
Watching your every move,
Fascinated!
Your masculinity; it is intoxicating:
I inhale deeply.
You have a beautiful mouth:
I want it on me.
I am paralysed with a strange yet so familiar need;
I've stoppped breathing altogether!
Adrenaline has spiked in response to your close proximity
It is heady.
Desire:
Thick hot pools of it in my belly.
Completely captivated:
I want you.
Simple fact.
I want you badly.
Bless my loins, oh sweet heavens!
They are on fire!
Surely there is a saint watching over damsels unraveled, no?
I sweat profusely from trying to remain calm
How do virgins do it?
Keep calm?
But then again, I don't want to be them
This feeling might be ephemeral
Fleeting. Temporary. Passing.
But I can touch it.
I blame this weather -
Cold and cuddle-inspiring!
And I blame you;
For being so dreamy
I can barely... Just barely, help myself
I am having mind kama-sutra
Playing it all out; in graphic detail
I'm appalled and excited by how real it feels
Thank God for the hidden thoughts!
And you sit there...
Calm as they come
Looking at me and not knowing things I'm doing to you
I chuckle with mischief
Escapism can be smart!
Otherwise I would be reverse prostrate on your feet
Like a prostitute in the Harlem
Willing you to ravish me
Until I'm dizzy with pleasure
Spellbound!
(C) AKateemu, May 2014
