I saw you
yesterday,
And all those things
And all those things
I fell in love
with
Came rushing at me -
With a force so hard,
Came rushing at me -
With a force so hard,
The air in my
lungs
Didn't stand a
chance!
My stomach was
hit
With an invisible
dart,
Making me weak,
My chest palpitated;
My heart broke into a song
Of desire,
Of raw unfulfilled want...
Making me weak,
My chest palpitated;
My heart broke into a song
Of desire,
Of raw unfulfilled want...
Stop! This
unbearable heat...
My heart plays
Moonlight Sonata
In rush dirty
rapper's beat
Your smile played before my eyes
The same warm smile
Your smile played before my eyes
The same warm smile
That had my stomach
in a knot
On our first
date!
It tortured my need
It tortured my need
Made me want
The child from
your seed…
When you looked gently at me
When you looked gently at me
Behind your
thin-rimmed glasses;
Reminding of
nightly prayers
And yoga
classes...
The anger,
Seemed to dissipate
I broke into a sweat
Breaking eye contact
Before I could
jump
Your bones
The familiar mischief in your laugh;
The familiar mischief in your laugh;
Your voice with
sweet overtones
It was like homecoming!
It was like homecoming!
My voice went
yodeling
I pretended not to feel
I pretended not to feel
The things you
made me feel
I wanted so bad to break my vow
And ravish you without a shame!
I wanted so bad to break my vow
And ravish you without a shame!
And then,
perhaps later,
Dive into
self-blame...
While my guards were silently
While my guards were silently
Falling down,
Causing old dust of hope to fly
like Sahara simoom
I raised again my eyes up at you:
My heart almost stopped!
My nearness tortured you,
Just as much as you did me!
I watched you avoid eye-contact
I raised again my eyes up at you:
My heart almost stopped!
My nearness tortured you,
Just as much as you did me!
I watched you avoid eye-contact
I see...
Afraid it would mirror my lust?
Trying so hard
Afraid it would mirror my lust?
Trying so hard
Not to relive
the familiarity
That we'll
forever share!
And as I watched you look away,
And as I watched you look away,
I swear
I could sense I was alive
I could sense I was alive
In your mind,
in your heart...
And as I stared
Your groin took on a life of its own
Your groin took on a life of its own
Ahha!!! I see
your self-control
Is blown away
with my moves...
I am still your
Muse!
The
familiar tang of your body scent wafted to me,
Awakening
all the senses...
Queuing
them up until they were guitar-string taut!
A
bead of sweat formed on my brow
With
every rise of my chest!
I
felt Claustrophobia slowly creeping up on me-
My
breathing came out in laboured shafts!
My
heart, hammered against the rib cage,
Threatening
to burst forth!
I felt your every shift,
Responded to your every nervous twinge
It hit me back,
my silly “revenge”:
I shifted endlessly,
Because against my willpower;
A hot flush I hopelessly fought
I shifted endlessly,
Because against my willpower;
A hot flush I hopelessly fought
Was spreading
all over me,
Like in
menopause,
Awakening in me a raw want;
Only you could bring into life!
It rose like a tumor, so malignant yet subtle
My body twitched, raked by sweet spasms…
Awakening in me a raw want;
Only you could bring into life!
It rose like a tumor, so malignant yet subtle
My body twitched, raked by sweet spasms…
Those silent
spasms, that strive
But unable to hold
Imminent, loud orgasms...
I looked over at you
Hoping you
Wouldn't see my
discomfort
You didn't miss the goosebumps
They kissed my skin
With an obsession of an amorous lover…
It made you antsy!
The tension of our closeness was so thick,
I could cut through it!
I held ground
I couldn't trust my legs,
To bolt me out of the room!
Not sure what to do with these feelings
That were continuously pouring off of me,
You didn't miss the goosebumps
They kissed my skin
With an obsession of an amorous lover…
It made you antsy!
The tension of our closeness was so thick,
I could cut through it!
I held ground
I couldn't trust my legs,
To bolt me out of the room!
Not sure what to do with these feelings
That were continuously pouring off of me,
Zooming past my thighs…
My throat, dry,
My mouth aching to be devoured
My mouth aching to be devoured
Damn!
I did wet my lips with my tongue!
My wound has
been scoured...
I looked on you
–
Trying hard not to stare as you casually paced the room,
Convincingly looking like you were calm!
Inquiring about nothing I'd said!
With my short skirt riding high
You couldn't concentrate
I understood!
Against myself: I understood!
Forgave you
For giving up on us-
The wreckage you inflicted
Trying hard not to stare as you casually paced the room,
Convincingly looking like you were calm!
Inquiring about nothing I'd said!
With my short skirt riding high
You couldn't concentrate
I understood!
Against myself: I understood!
Forgave you
For giving up on us-
The wreckage you inflicted
On my heart!
It was the same deal of heartache
You carried, stoically
Watching you as you looked upon me;
Almost crushing under the resolve to keep buried
The overwhelming love you have for me.
In accepting the reality of the walls between us;
I need a new fantasy...
NOT with you!
I'm chucking my deuces:
It was the same deal of heartache
You carried, stoically
Watching you as you looked upon me;
Almost crushing under the resolve to keep buried
The overwhelming love you have for me.
In accepting the reality of the walls between us;
I need a new fantasy...
NOT with you!
I'm chucking my deuces:
I'm letting YOU
go
© AK 2013
